jesus h. christ i hate my fucking job.
i was THIS close to screwing them over by not coming in today. in fact, i really didn’t do anything today. i prepped some stuff in the back, made a few sandwiches, burned my arm on the dumb ass bread cooler. isn’t that ironic?!
i want to quit so so sooooooo badly but i can’t because of school and church. if i didnt have church, i would have already quit, but its too hard finding a job when time is so limited.
if i had it my way i wouldn’t work anywhere around here. i want to be someplace where I can be happy. Like a daycare center or a children’s rec. center. Not making food for fat asses who can’t get off their cell phones for 20 seconds.
Its an understatement when i say how disappointed and depressed i’ve been because of the rude customers. I know they shouldnt mean anything to me but the way they treat people is horrible and when it happens 5 times a day for 5 days straight, it takes a toll on your self-esteem. Everybody’s talking about how badly they want change when they can’t even fucking change themselves. Have a little courtesy and respect, I don’t think being a civil human being is too much to ask.
God forbid I dont kiss the ground you assholes walk on. Just because I am there to serve you lunch doesn’t make me your slave. Just because I have this shitty ass job doesn’t make me a low class citizen. I am an 18 year old college student barely scraping by. So fuck you!
*sigh*
I need a fucking VACATION
